Have you ever gone into the bathroom at the end of the day, looked into the mirror, and thought, “I really need to scrub my face clean”? Then you get a washcloth and some soap and some warm water and you scrub and scrub and then dry your face and you feel better. Right now, I’m looking at my house and going, “I really need to scrub this house.” Not just clean it but clear it. Get rid of all the unwanted things that are cluttering up my life and have just built up into piles I can’t do anything with and so I just leave there.
A purging.
I’ll start with books and clothes. They’re the easier to get out of my life. Donate some away, sell some off, figure out what to do with the limited piles I have left. It’s getting out of hand. I always just let things build up instead of paring down to the things I want and letting the rest go in one way or another. I want to cut out a significant pile of stuff from my life. I don’t need it. I want it gone.
I also need to get rid of boxes. I’m a worrier when it comes to buying things. I tend to buy things and keep the boxes in case I have to return them. It happens every once in a long while but my box collection has gotten out of hand. I still have the box for the paper shredder I bought two years ago. The warranty’s long past and the shredder still works fine. I don’t need the box taking up space.
I like having nice things, collections of books, nice clothes. The problem is I don’t know when to get rid of anything so stuff builds up over time. I need to learn to let go. It’s time to simplify my life, find a better way to get to what I need instead of having to dig through piles of stuff I ignore or just am not interested in any more. It’s about getting these things to people who could use them, who want them, who can make better use of them.
Then I need to get the remaining things in order so it’s easier to find them when I need them. Order to the chaos. It’s also about using what I’ve been meaning to use, reading what I’ve been meaning to read, wearing what I’ve been meaning to wear. I don’t want to hoard my life and I won’t. Not that I’m anywhere close to being that bad. I can see how people could get that bad, though. Attach significance to the littlest of things, remember the story for everything, let the things from your life build and build and build around you. Stacks and piles of the history of your life close at hand. I like the stuff that I have but I need to learn to let it go. The rest will be stronger memories because of this purging, this cleansing. Plus it’ll be easier to clean and dust. Double victory!